Well put HIZZ. You have identified your strengths and weaknesses.
Although a "SOLID" capper, some things just don't go your way at times.
In my eyes, I feel that what gives you the most RESPECT and CLASS is that you are not giving up, but you are not going to drag down others with you at this time until the tables turn for you.
Realizing your input is either helping or hurting others says a lot about you as a person, I wish there were other cappers / posters in here that would identify and take the same approach.
Nonetheless, we all know you will be back and hitting those 20-4 streaks again in FB and other sports, b/c your records have shown this, and your fan base has grown due to your transparency and now your honesty and humble ways.
Enjoy your time off, I/we look forward to following later on.
All the best.