if only it was about losses on sports.....today marks the 32 birthday of a lifelong friend who succumbed to his fate a bit earlier.
i thought i was at peace with this back in march but today was so brutally worse than both the day i found out and the day of the funeral combined. i guess it should hurt worse, when the person you lose brought you so much laughter that even on a day this sad when you think of him you can only smile at the great times you had. talk about bad beats, i dont think sometimes getting past this one is possible.
i only put this crap out there for the forum, in the hopes that someone in a similar situation is able to step in. make a difference. and not lose something so precious to the world that even the books cant put a value on.
i miss my friend, so much that im writing this here, because i dont know where else to say how much it hurts but some anonymous internet forum. maybe my life is that down the tubes, but at least i can be honest how much it hurts.
thank you
prayers to my lifelong friend Nick Berger.....RIP brother