I turn 46 tomorrow 7/19/70.
I have decided to quit drinking alcohol..Longtime coming...Many many reasons but i have never been ever to do it for long.
i HAVE decided to quit drinking a thousand times before ...So chances are i`m lying ..But there is know doubt i`m dying .
Day by day....Sip by sip....Year after year.
The Drink has ***** my life up for - well my whole life .I have been drinking since i was 12 .
Not looking for any pats on the back ...Ra Ra stuff.. **** that, I have failed all that love me or tried to ....
I have a 30 day spot at the Salvation Army ...I must pay $7.00 per day ..
I can go to work but must be at the shelter by 5pm. to get a bed and out of shelter by 6am..That works, for my work schedule,so i`m lucky. And the money is about $25,000 cheaper than some rehab center.
I must attend AA meetings and do side work in kitchen or lawn or whatever ..Thats fine.
I can do that ..I`m drinking right now, a big bottle of Merlot.
My new life starts on Tuesday July 19 , 2016 ....
Kind of cool its my real birthday...Yea i planned it that way ...I have control issues ...The least of my worries .
See ya in 30